Sonia, this is a lot, A LOT! And bloody good on you for breaking the silence on grief, loss and trauma that comes with just living life with all its blessings and curve balls. May you enjoy your down time and summer - my mum used to say “It will all work out in the wash Sandra” and while often that couldn’t have felt further from the truth, or evolve in the way I thought things should have, she was always spot on. 😘💜
Thank you so much, my love. This IS a form of grief, loss and trauma - but no one talks about it because it's perceived as a "positive" thing and something we have chosen, so we shouldn't be complaining about it. Which - we both know - is complete and utter BS. Every coin has 2 sides, no matter how dull or shiny.
I love your mum's mantra. I used to always lean on "this too shall pass" and more recently I discovered "the tide always comes back in" - both bring me comfort and remind me to take another breath and keep going. x
I think there's often a misconception that getting what you want is always going to be rainbows and butterflies. Often it's just another step in the evolutionary process. The house's age actually puts it right at that last Jupiter/Saturn conjunction in 2000, that we didn't have again until December 2021. When those two planets meet like that, it brings a whole new layer of growth, lessons and blessings. It's the part that shows you why your journey is so important.
I also think too that some of us just have to BE at enjoy where we're at as best we can, or find peace with it. I've often wondered why love and secure friendships elude me the deeper I go in my own transformation, and I came to realise it's because who I was through the process isn't who I'll be at the end of it. I know it's harsh and it gets insanely lonely at times and we never imagine our happy ending not having a heap of happy connections as part of it but they're coming. It is all coming.
"...it brings a whole new layer of growth, lessons and blessings. It's the part that shows you why your journey is so important." - OF COURSE!
I actually had quite the breakthrough yesterday with all of this. It was something very subtle, very simple, and yet I feel like I completely cleaned out my channel, for want of a better term. I do actually feel so grounded and at peace now with my current circumstances and hearing you say "it is all coming" ...I truly believe you and I know it is.
Sonia, this is a lot, A LOT! And bloody good on you for breaking the silence on grief, loss and trauma that comes with just living life with all its blessings and curve balls. May you enjoy your down time and summer - my mum used to say “It will all work out in the wash Sandra” and while often that couldn’t have felt further from the truth, or evolve in the way I thought things should have, she was always spot on. 😘💜
Thank you so much, my love. This IS a form of grief, loss and trauma - but no one talks about it because it's perceived as a "positive" thing and something we have chosen, so we shouldn't be complaining about it. Which - we both know - is complete and utter BS. Every coin has 2 sides, no matter how dull or shiny.
I love your mum's mantra. I used to always lean on "this too shall pass" and more recently I discovered "the tide always comes back in" - both bring me comfort and remind me to take another breath and keep going. x
I think there's often a misconception that getting what you want is always going to be rainbows and butterflies. Often it's just another step in the evolutionary process. The house's age actually puts it right at that last Jupiter/Saturn conjunction in 2000, that we didn't have again until December 2021. When those two planets meet like that, it brings a whole new layer of growth, lessons and blessings. It's the part that shows you why your journey is so important.
I also think too that some of us just have to BE at enjoy where we're at as best we can, or find peace with it. I've often wondered why love and secure friendships elude me the deeper I go in my own transformation, and I came to realise it's because who I was through the process isn't who I'll be at the end of it. I know it's harsh and it gets insanely lonely at times and we never imagine our happy ending not having a heap of happy connections as part of it but they're coming. It is all coming.
"...it brings a whole new layer of growth, lessons and blessings. It's the part that shows you why your journey is so important." - OF COURSE!
I actually had quite the breakthrough yesterday with all of this. It was something very subtle, very simple, and yet I feel like I completely cleaned out my channel, for want of a better term. I do actually feel so grounded and at peace now with my current circumstances and hearing you say "it is all coming" ...I truly believe you and I know it is.
Lots of love to you, my cosmic soulie. x